When my heart wants what I know or feel isn’t mine
When it wants what isn’t right
I will trust you still to help me in this situation somehow..
But I ask and ponder, why do I want it in the first place
Why do I chase what isn’t good for me sometimes
How could I rebel against you in this way but love you at the same time
I know I don’t love you less, so why
Why can’t I always act out what I know and believe
I don’t want to want what’s not good for me
I want to let it go easily and not overthink it
I wanna make you proud and go against this very part of me..
Even with all my unanswered questions
There’s no part of me that isn’t submitted to you
There’s no part of me that’s hidden from you (even the messiest parts)
So even when I can’t control what my heart chases after
I still submit it to you and expect a miracle
Expect you to come through for me like you always have
I’ll never let my self go if I can help it
But most importantly, you’ll never let my heart go
So I stay strong and keep walking, never to stop to wonder
I’ll just keep walking in the right direction
I’ll just keep trusting you
Cause you’ve got this!